haihz

今天心情很不好... 所以,一睡醒就收拾房间...又start烦要怎样收拾了...

不知道怎么了,我又对他发脾气了...,对谁都一样...谁跟我说话都会中...好生气...好伤心...但是又不知道为什么...啊...烦....!

想要去ｃｈｅｒａｓ ｐａｓａｒ ｍａｌａｍ,可是又下雨...每天都是雨天.....但是最后....他还是带了我去逛... 他知道我正在大发脾气...所以他也会明白那心情.....他此中都是对我最好的...

到了家,我送了他回...我回房去开电脑..发现出了小问题...我又发脾气了...今天不知道怎么了...只会不爽人的心情...我又再大骂他了...赖他了...可是,他都不会发回我脾气...只会想办法弄回我高兴...他..... 打了那通感动的电话... 说服了我...我舒服得多了...谢谢..小宝贝...

他要我现在去睡觉哦.... 好了,不谈了...晚安....

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这几天,一睡醒就忙了整个下午...都是为了他...希望能感动到他... 好期待那天的来临耶...期待....真的...=)

我我....我....我... 以前的我一直吵要房间...要空间...要自由...好了,现在终于有了它..可以慢慢的用它..享受那感觉...可是,我突然觉得很寂寞..很孤独..很奇怪...一个人睡的感觉真的好恐怖..好害怕...谁能体会到和我一样的感觉??我不喜欢做什么都是一个人...我自己...我需要人来配的傻瓜...我不喜欢独立...寂寞...怕 !

以前,我和他很喜欢在晚上时去看恐怖片...因为我知道睡觉时,有姐姐和我一起睡,至少她会在我身边...今天,我去看了恐怖片回来..自己呆了很久都不去睡...为什么?因为我胆小 !! 我怕呀! 想哭的感觉...眼眶都红了...怎么办?以后我能习惯吗?怎样?想怎样?啊..好恐怖 !!! ~~~怎么办...

我看,我还是开灯睡吧...安全点...晚安了...

闷闷

今天又过了一天闷闷的日子... 屋子还是正在装修当中... 我终于有了是属于自己的房间... But...suddenly...我发觉... 我门边的漆落了一大半...我很难过..很伤心..为什么我爸和妈会请这样差的油漆人来油...还是朋友..真的是好难过... 骂他又不是..赶他又不是...只好等我家酱要好的时候..自己学油回去lu...

哈哈..我贝他又突然来了我家...探望我..好温暖的感觉...谢谢你...我爱你...

好了,又是时间去睡觉了...晚安...

hey,

Long time nv blog here already. My english down grade so much too. lol. Should improve better then last time. Suddenly have the mood to write... So i'll continued start my blog over here... Tomorrow i have class...So boring... need to wake up early...

My hse under renovate now. I have my own room right now. So happy. Whuakaka. No more envy other ppl have their own room. I have my dream blue room. blue bed sheet. Blue big cupboard. Blue make up table... woohoo...

Now i'm trying hard to save money for buying a new laptop put inside my new room. Need to start all over again to save it. Darn ! gogogogo.. Baby... =)

希望,那晚我和她讲的那翻话...她有把它一句一句的记下来.我不希望有谁为谁而伤害到自己...

我感觉到自己很幸福,因为..我好象找到了一个真真能给到我安全感,幸福,温暖,爱心的男孩...很幸运的..我是最幸福的那个被疼的女孩...所以,我对自己说过..我不可以轻易放弃他,不会刷脾气,不会吵吵闹闹的...我要学会怎样去珍惜他...

努力吧.... 要在自己最失败的时候,找回真真是属于自己的灵魂而去改变它... 把它变成自己的自信心回来...加油 吧 !!!

Have to chat with my baby.. Cya, peeps.

HAPPY DAY !

I SIGN UP FOR THE 2nd time JUST BECAUSE OF THE PICTURE !!

I LOVE (,'' ) ('',) SO MUCH !!!!



Muacks ~ I USE RM10 TO Bought this card...

Having High Tea With MY family... 050408

CONGRATE ~

Finally, Congratulation to my self ~

Now urgent save money to buy small kancil or kenari...
Hope my bei can search cheap car for me...

I damn angry when i have transport problem !!!
Sick of it and screw it ~!!!

Oh yea, 12/4 - i have ear operation... god bless me ~

一对好朋友的故事....

很快的...又过了一个礼拜...
时间真的象火箭这样的过...
她也不知不决的将要离开我了..
我和她只好默默的等待离别的一天...

我和她认知了两年多了...
我和她认知的日子也渐渐增加..
我们陪伴着对方...
逛街,看电影,唱歌,谈天...
每一样都不会少...

直到有一天..
她和我说 : 我读完了书,就会肥去澳州读两年...
当时,我听了没反应...
不过,日子久了...我才发觉有种难过和不舍得的感觉...

这几天,我和她一直都会不停的ｓｍｓ给对方...
ｏｎｌｉｎｅ ａｔ ｍｓｎ不停的谈天...
最后,我们都知道彼此的重要...
剩下的时间...我会慢慢的ｚｈｅｎｘｉ。。。

睡嘟嘟的贝...

现在是凌晨十二点钟, 我贝他又睡在我的沙发上... 我可以感觉到做工辛苦的味道... 我也能明白那感觉是如何... 因为我也有做过工麻... 有时,我会觉得很难受..因为..差不多隔两天又要他来陪我... 除了这样.. 都没更好的方法啦...我们已经很少出去看电影...走街了... 好难受哦...但还是一句...我能体谅他... 感动吧...?

我觉得我和贝的感情比以前好了一些... 听着~ "是一些",所以贝..希望你能做的更好..更完美...你比以前..成熟了很多...会想了..不用我多担心... 但是,还是提醒你..安全是第一... !!!! 因为我爱你...

!啊..今天看了我梦想要拥有的电话终于跌价了... 不是很贵, 还过的去...我想下个月应该会拥有它吧... 不知道叻... 买了它.. 我好想很多电话了喔...怎么办??? 哈哈... 多钱多到电话都不知道怎么用...哈 !!! TT

我今天也很开心... 因为我和我爸他慢慢的有很多东西聊...哈哈... 真的分开~~

好那..不讲了.. 我也困了呢 @_@

* 亲爱的宝贝...*

谢谢你接受我的任性...我会好好的爱着你...
一个吻...代表我的感动...



我们的约定一定会实现... 我们一定要加油加油...
贝,你一定会打败"那两年"的记录的...哈哈...
我是不会忘记我们的一切...
你对我的好..你对我的照顾...你对我的爱护..
你是我的守护男友...
虽然,你不是我第一个男友...但是我会把你变成我最后的一个男人...
我不想再有失恋的感觉, 因为孤单是很可怜的..
我一生人是最怕孤单...寂寞...
但是思念一个又爱又恨的男人..比失落还要痛苦....

所以我对自己说也是我和我的约定...
一定要学习长大..不要这样幼稚了...
学习一些... 我根本不会掌握的东西...
我已二十岁了... 不应该那么孩子气...
但是, 我当然希望我的男友也要在成长啦...
把不敢或不喜欢的东西..根本没碰过的东西..
慢慢的学习起来... 做一个更爱我的男人...
勇敢起来...不要这样幼稚了...



贝,我真的很爱你...
希望你不会离开我...
我爱你. <3

一个傻决定..

我做了一个傻决定...
这次是来真的吧... ?
抱歉我的愚蠢和自私...
请接受我这次的冲动...

我是不做自己会後会的事...
"它"和我的决定是一定有他们的问题...
才会那出来评论...



我不想再烦下去...
我不要这样压力下去...
我真的受够了...
如果你是明白的话...
应该是用理智和成熟的想法...
而不是在最不应该烦我的时候...
给我多多幼稚的花样...
我是不受的...你知道的...


"对不起, 抱歉了". . . .
罪过...罪过....

冷静是最好的方法....

直到这一秒...我才发现...

宝贝,你快把我吓死了啦...我真的好害怕失去你...你眼睡了就坚持和我说麻...干吗不理不才的驾回家...你半路停了下来都不知道...然后,我才发现..渐渐的赵越你回家的时间..可是你都没声没影的..我好害怕...我以为你发生了什么事...一直打给你又不接...两个号码都快给我打的爆炸了..你还是没反应...

我只好默默的大哭起来...我很紧张...脑一片空白...很乱...心理想...我的宝贝到底干吗了...怎么完全都没反应... 我一直大哭...挣扎着... 快要疯了...!!!!!!! 不好受!!!

我默默等了好久好久...一直不停的打给他...他还是没反应 !! 怎么办?? 很突然的...他接起了我的电话...我问了他干吗...他很不清醒的回答我...我才知道原来他停了一边休息...然后睡了都不知道...

贝,你把我真的吓坏了...我从来没得到这样恐怖的感觉...为什么要给我尝试喔.....我不要...很恐怖...很难受... 我发觉我真的没你不行...别让我担心... ='(

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=) 3 days nv meet bei jorr

wow... 3 days already nv meet him jor... Because i stayed at my hse almost 1 week just to study only, then go for exam.... No time for me to date or shopping...

Today after MR exam.. i scarify my self, my time and my $$ go and find my bei. Iwalked out from my college to petronas then sit taxi to Kelana station then change train to Jelatik station & wait my bei finish his work !! lolx !! Then bei picked me up then we go home for dinner lu...

I so miss my bei. So many days nv c him. So many days nv hug him. So many days nv kiss him. So many day nv talk with him. Today i admit my self talked alot... damn alot men... freaking alot.. none stop opening my mouth ~ LOLX...

Bei bring me to The mines eat Nando's ~ Because i suddenly want to eat loh... =p Ngek ngek ~ After that, back to my hse safely...

And now, he is on the way back home... he tomorrow got work leh... okie la, i want to stop jo.. so tired too =) Bye

pain pain er....

Haihz.. water fall licking inside my house just now.. finally my dream come true..i wonder how my house is flooding from upstair and how the water licking down stair since when iam still kid. Today finally get d experience it but bad incident happened.

My mom forgot to close the paip and she blocked the hole because it was damn smelly since few weeks ago, We all suspect hav a dead rat stuck inside there ... So the water inside the toilet keep licking down...lolx...

My bro, mom, sister busy shouting and rush to stop the water from licking down... Canice was half studying inside my mom's room and suddenly heard a shouting voice from outside. So i immediately run to outside have a look... * Pok*... i fall down on floor... hand and weist injured badly right now....

sigh.. no mood suddenly... now resting... i use left hand to type... right hand totally cant move for this momment... so no mood.. some more pms make me pissed and damn tired ~

TELL ME HOW TO CONCENTRATE STUDY ?? fucking you..

happy cap goh mei ~

Today is last day of CNY... we known it as CHAP GOH MEI day... Of cauz we have to eat good good for our dinner... One happy family having dinner together...

Today early morning, me went to college attend BM class. Today very lucky already because we have exam and presentation... there total ada 20 marks... But at least we attend to get few marks for it... hehehe...

After that, Me & Yeevon go curve @ tony romas having our lunch. We shared LAME chop... After that, we shopping around there then i sit ikano bus go home...

Once go home.. i take a nap until at night only wake up... may be too early wake and iam lack of sleep.. ehhehee...

Then my family having steamboat as dinner. We talk, we laugh... the forever memories will keep until forever =) , Bei come pick me up after dinner... me and his friends go TUN RAZAK see ppl PAO GAM~~ hahaha... =) so funny =x Then yam char awhile and back home

Now iam blogging.. okie la, wan to sleep.. good night =)

dear bei

Bao bei... you sick jor... i so worry u now... u sleeping jo... I heard u sick, i also no mood to study... cant concentrate at all.. some more my relative and auntie all also arrive at my hse... so bising...

Now is 1.15am, bao wait u wake up but i know u wont wake up at this time... sure will sleep until nx morning then go to work.... If cant work, dont force ur self ok? bao worry you..

Tomorrow bao will go attend class de... bao will go take time table for nx semester... bao will go take docket for exam... bao will go lunch with yeevon at curve de... BUT bao havent tell bei that i'm going college tomorrow early morning... bao worry bao cant wake up by my self...

Bao need to sleep de... but bao afraid no time to study... So bao go study awhile only sleep.. good night my dear bei ~

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ngek ngek

Things that i dream of... WANTED !!

1.) Roxy Beg
2.) Roxy Purse
3.) Roxy T shirt
4.) Nike shoe
5.) Baby G Watch
6.) Perfume
7.) k610

Whuakakak =P

Things that i want/ wish !!

1.) CAR license !!
2.) Traveling at Hong Kong
3.) Go Cameron , Plug strawbelly
4.) Over night at deary's hse =p

unhappy yesterday...

Today i use english word to write. Yesterday i felt so happy because Dear bought me a NIKE shoe. We will going to match our nike shoe for each other & made it as our couple shoe for valentine's day. Sweet enough ? Hahaha ~

Yesterday while we finish bought d Nike shoe. Dear forgot took the plastic beg that we also just bought from tesco. Inside have Charger bat, 1 comestic and 1 for my skin cream. aiks..We leave at the nike shop & we doesnt know until we finish having our supper at night.

I was so angry and frustrated about him. I mad why he always so careless geh ? Because all the time he is holding the shopping beg or my beg 1. How come this time will so careless simply put somewhere then just walk away like that ?? swt... I angry him for d whole night and ignoring the call from him.

He promise me will go curve again take it before he go to work. That's his mistake, he shoulde deserve take it bk in ther early morning...

Okie lah... time up..88

=)

昨晚没去那里,一整天在家...做梦...哈哈哈...傻傻的等到晚上,等我的贝放工后,来我家一起和我的家人吃晚餐...~ 然后,一起回家也没去那里了...贝一直陪我到夜深...真的是２４好老公...

今天一大早,我和爸一起去吃早餐...然后,他载我去学校给学费...我们还聊了很久,很开心...很就都没这感觉了...我带他在里面走走... 然后回家...

我帮忙做家务后,由１１睡到３。３０ｐｍ.~哈哈..证明我真的好累好困了哦~ 而现在空闲的我..闷到每东西做了..哈哈...又傻傻的等待晚上的来临... =)

两天never写了...

我刚回到家不久, 就上网写日记了... 我今天十分开心...真的很开心很开心...很久都没这感觉了...突然觉得我自己很幸福 ! 今天很早就起床了,以为周杰伦会到ｐａｖｉｌｉｏｎ，ｄｒａｇｏｎ－ｉ吃午餐... 随知道, 他临时改变注意,换去了金和吃..很可惜, 我们全部都不知道他在哪饭店吃...只是知道他到了ｋｌ而已。我真的好期待他的来临...我真的很迷他...他是我音乐成长中的偶像...他永远是最好的音乐才子...!! 我不会放弃支持这能干的帅才子...

那, 我和宝贝去ｐａｖｉｌｉｏｎ走街...我们去Fｉｓｈ ｓｐａ给鱼吃...那感觉真的好 "哈哈哈 "..太爽啦 !! 很好玩...真的好好玩...一个大冬瓜和一个小傻瓜一直都在笑...笑到我的妆都快落了下来...哈哈哈 ^_^ 谢谢宝贝...下次,我请你 !!!

然后, 我们去ｄｒａｇｏｎ－ｉ吃午餐... 谢谢宝贝又请我吃...哈哈..出了薪水是这样给我折磨的啦...哈哈哈...但是,我很乖..没吵你买东西给我..我也没行动想去买东西哦~ 你应该感到自己好幸福的 "一天"...哈哈哈 ~~

晚了些,我们赶着去１Ｕ见我的宝贝周杰伦...我已很久没见到他了,他也很忙...很少会来甚至都不来马来西亚的 !! 想他快想傻了...但是, 今天的我们也很幸运吧,站在很前很前面的旁边...我贝帮我拍了很多照回来...真的很开心 !! 很期待他的演唱会了... 但是也怕我的考试来临...读书会折磨到我很惨的...不知失措... =(

谢谢你贝, 那晚的话...我希望你的一句一动都是出自行动...请给我一点的时间,我会完完全全的原谅你的... 当然不可能要我原谅你等一秒就能没事...我出自感觉,所以我一定要时间来冷静下来... 希望每一天的你都会带给我幸福,快乐,完美的爱情...甜甜密密的情侣关系...

我会很感动你的一切,你一些朋友的陪伴以及我所有快乐和悲伤...我一定都能清楚的感受到..我会学会很珍稀每一个情节...每一秒和你相处的时间...

宝贝,我好爱你...

好那,我很累了...明天再见...

Fish Spa & Meeting JAY CHOU ~~

FISH SPA @ PAVILION. . .
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JAY CHOU APPEAR AT 1U ~!!!!

I LOVE YOU !!

YEAH !! =p~~

He stand right beside me only....lol =p

U Believe ?? lol...

Time to sleep, good night =p

两个大头虾的故事...

啊! 我安全的回到我家了...刚刚我和他去拍照了再去看电影... 那个戏一点都不恐怖,可是很夸张的感觉...太多血了呀..我的天啊 !!! 哈哈...

哎...刚才发生了事情... 当我和贝在拍照时,我以为他拿着我的包包..或我已经把它放在后头...但是呢,我一转眼看不见我的包包!! 我以为有人拿走了...因为那时候刚好有对情侣刚好走过...然后我冲出去看...!! 我的妈呀 !! 我还是看不到我的包包 ~~ 全场都没人经过 !!!! 好慌张 !!! 当时,我急的就快哭出来....眼睛立刻变红... 突然,我听到贝叫我的声音...他大声的对我说...我的包包在那里...!啊 ! 大头虾的我...既然忘记把它已放在里头...原来,我的包包被拍照的背景盖了..所以我们两个都看不见它的存在...!! 好笑吧? 一个教训~~

一个高大头虾 和一个小头虾... 哈哈 !!! 不只这样...那边的服务差的要吐血 !!

看完了电影...我们就去吃东西才回家... =)

啊....哟....

吖...今天本来跟我的姐妹们出街,可是...有点意外发生所以就没出了...逗留在家一整天休息...收拾我的东西...整理每个月低已经旷废的废物...

很闷耶, 没东西做...做功课?? 我想休息呢,没心情做哦 !! 所以一整天只是整理我的东西... 对了,明天我跟男性的朋友逛街...可是,我感觉到我的宝贝心情不好,不想我和他困在一起...昨晚为了这点, 弄到我们都很不快乐... 我很不高兴...很难过,不知怎么才能再拉近我和宝贝的距离....我发觉我和他的关系没以前那么亲密了,也没那么好讲话了... 一碰面, 只是...讲关于现在正在发生的事间.... 没那么好了...宝贝,你有感觉到吗?? 我们的感情是否会好回??

新年就快到了,我不想做一个没有用的女孩...没有用的女朋友...我想学会去真心喜欢一个人...想喜欢到永久永久的... 珍惜他的一切...我们的未来... 我爱他...这是没人可以取代的位置 !!

好了,不谈了...

开心的一天...

现在是凌晨两点钟,我的宝贝既然在我的沙发上睡觉了...而且还睡的很甜很甜...可以看的出他真的好累好累,而每天撒娇的我...只故着自己的快乐...已经忽略了他的感受...我越来越任心了... 对不起宝贝...请接受我的一切...原谅我的小姐脾气...

我只能这样叫你每晚来陪我...没有别的方法了...你每天辛辛苦苦做工..我们也慢慢没出外走街了...有时,真的真的很想见到你...抱紧你...可是没这样的机会了... 哈哈...傻瓜的我...只好期待每个拜六和拜日的来临...

今天我和我的姐妹聚会一起吃晚餐...感觉真的好幸福...我很久都没有这一大班的好朋友了...真的很开心,难忘的一天...明天我们会去走街啊!! 期待了耶 !!

好了,不谈了...要叫我宝贝起身...回家了哦!! 晚安...

haihz~~

现在三点钟,我已经原谅了他,我不想失去他...他答应了我,遵守了我们的诺言...我也傻傻的再一次给他机会...我对自己说...我已经给了许许多多的机会了... 所以这次才对他那么失望... 我希望他真真为我而改变他自己...态度...一切一切...

现在他的工作改了时间...早上八时半到五时半... 我有点点不惯的感觉... 但是没关系哦...工作重要麻...不然就没钱和我去逛街了... 傻瓜的我...只会找他撒娇...

明晚,我和一班的姐妹们吃晚餐...好期待呢...对了,我越来越讨厌别人学我! 学我的一句一动...像怎么啦..."你的下体"...我买了新被...你又要买~还是要我帮你买回和我一样的被! 太过分了你! 我呸~

刚才ｊａｎｉｃｅ姐来我家,帮我洗脸..你又要叉买一分...我狠死你啦 !!!!! 发型,穿着,样本...样样学完 !! 你没有自己的兴趣吗?? 真羞耻 !! 可怜你 !! 我换电话..过了不久你又换...我弄头发...你又弄差不多和我一样的回来...我带帽子...你又要学带...我去看排运程,你又要去看...很小人的感觉...不想和你同房 !! 你这肮脏鬼...我比起你好很多培啦...

你的命真命苦... 算了啦!! 我太生气了 !! 我的宝贝等我一起睡... 是同一个时间睡..不是同房的睡...晚安..

哎...

今天一大早就起床了..看这窗外的天空是蓝蓝的白云...可惜我的心情是黑黑的天空...我不知怎么形容我现在的心情...

过着静静的日子...冷静的我真的很不习惯, 我觉得很孤独...很寂寞...可是我已不用再为他而烦...不用担心他的安全... 我整个人都轻松下来...

可能我想学会没有他的日子里到底是怎样的...我会变成怎样? 他会在弱点里面成长吗? 是否成长了,会给到别的女生幸福呢? 还是会给我?..

可能我活在福中不知福吧,我已感觉不到他给我的福了...我是否很失败呢? 对,我是一个很失败的人... 没有用的女人... 每天只会大吵大闹..从来不理会别人的感受...我怎会有资格爱他人或被人爱呢??

算了巴..高凯雯... 你的命运就是要这样的啦...

对不起...我很失败...

我很不快乐...有时我真的不想再撑下去了...我真的很难受...可是你此中都不明白我的心里到低想怎样...我不想每次都发你脾气...我们的感觉已经不对,我试过努力再挽回那感觉...可是你已经改变了你自己...我们的爱情已经出现了很多问题...可是我们都害怕解决...到现在...我已经无法再面对可怕的你...你也因为我的态度而怕解决...我有告诉过你的缺点..我们的问题...可惜...你都没改...我也无法再忍受..只好默默等待这爱情慢慢变冷...

你的SORRY, APOLOGISE...,已经在我心目中的魔鬼了...真的很没意义...我真的很怕那句话...感到很失落...可是又没改变的魔鬼话... ='(

我已经没办法了...很想一个人静静的...是否再继续等待我们的爱情变化...为什么我们那甜甜的爱情,变了这样 ?? 当你看到这段时,我已经不停的大哭...宝贝,为什么我们会来到这样的地步? 我...很想放弃了...我...撑...不...下...去...了...! ='(~~

我每次都大骂你...我有错吗?我真的是关心你..但是...变成了担心你...我已看不到我们的未来...我为你流下的眼泪其实是很不值得的...我不想为了这样...弄到我每一天的快乐变了伤心和失落...我们在一起已经很久了...你也知道我每天过的日子是快乐就行了...那,为什么.... ?? ='( ~~

我真的是你心目中的那位公主吗?还是一时的路过人吧了?还是你的桃花运刚好拉到我而已?? 我很好奇我自己选了怎样的你...我越来越不认识你了...我也渐渐迷了路... 希望你能接受我的任心...我的幼稚..我的大小姐脾气..谢谢你全都接受下来.. =(

你是我一生中最疼我的男人...最爱我的男人..最讨好我的男人...最明白我的男人..可能我不配做你的女人吧了...我很失败...... 对不起... 我希望以后有机会,我的好眼泪只为你流..而坏眼泪不会夹在我们两的中间... 我爱你...

* My Chinese word have alot error... apologise.. *

---~ infinity days~---

Start from today, i'll pratice to write in chinese word...

I want improve my chinese....

I'll write about my self.... =)

20,21,22

20 - Rushing assignment for the last day. Accomapny parent for dinner. Went pasar malam with dear. =)

21 - Went college pass up my assignments. Having breakfast with kel & yeevon. Take sticker photo and yam char with Yeevon at O'brien. Watched "Mad Money" with dear at night =) Awesome movie !!

22 - Sit train to Jelatik wait for dear dear finish his class, then we had lunch together =) Then i booked the 排运程 class since last year JULY, and finally today my turn... wow.. amazing...!! ^_^ Then back to his house for dinner... now watching series with him lor... hehehe...

19

Rest at home almost the whole day. Today din't go out pak tor. Plan stay at home join family for dinner. =) . Bath my 3 little naughty dogs. After that, wash my clothes then straight take a nap afer that...

Having dinner wit family then go curve kai kai =)

Home swete home now but wanna rush my assignment already.. cu.

13,14,15,16,17...

13 - Shopping at Palivion with dear again =)

14 - Whole day staying at home rushing my assignments =)

15 - Attend class as usual. King fetch me home safetly =)

16 - Attend class as usual . Having lunch with yeevon @ Curve. Watched Game plan with dear at night...

17 - Happy 14th Months Anniversary to us ! Thanks for ur Vinci Watch & Wish u like my gift ^_^... Went Sing k at 1U from3pm - 7pm. Then eat korea BBQ steamboat together.. lub u..

18 - Me & Dear together go Dye hair. After that back his hse wait for him to bath... then go to KFC eat dinner... 1 doller for this meal... So happy.. Then go night market shopping Xp


Sorry dear, sometime i already blog at the new bloggie...
But i'll blog here too.. .. ^_^

10,11,12

11 - Sing k with my zi mui, celebrate yeevon's earlier birthday ~ !!

12- Palivion shopping & having lunch then meet kel & yeevon up. Then we go to KLCC SAN Fransico having dinner then go SKY BAR drink ~~ drank drunk !!~~

=)

dear ??

08,09,10

o8 - attend MM class for the 1st day. Attendance of human less then 20 chick. After class, dear picked me up then we go ear dinner and burst to watch movie * The Hse* That movie kinda scary but interest to watch noh... After movie, we back home watch series together until late night again....

09 - Skipped PD class because changed time table already. Iam not able to attend so damn early. So, Me & Yeevon Go to the Curve then wait for kelvin arrive. We go O'brien have our lunch then back to college for noon class...Once end class, Dear fetch me back to his hse for dinner. Then we go cheras night market. =)

10 - Stayed at home almost for the whole day, I go lunch with vortrack. Then i rest again at my home. I dinner with my family then walk pasar malam again with him ^_^

Miss him badly ~

07

Hey Hey Hey...

My bei just going back from my hse.. he accompany me watch series until late night nia.. Tomorrow school re open liao.. So unhappy leh.. I wish to have a long long holiday.. I don wan work, don wan school.. Then money will fly down.. like that, more shuang...=p

Hahaha.. Walked Pasar Malam with bei. bought alot snack food back... =) Muax

That's all for today nor...

Sleepy tor, need rest.. tata ~

0506

05 Ready to back homwtown lu.. So cant blog that day lor.. =)

06 Yay ! Gambling all day long. Win liao Rm30, but argue wit mummy... angry my bei.. i off both phone for few hour then i ban all ppl who call me out for lunch. End up, dear come find me at hometown.. lol... he silly boy untill come my hometown find me wor... za dou ~

After that, I sit his car go back PJ lor.. bath and everything then go 1u join his friends shopping wor... i no mood shopping atcually, just want buy yeevon's present & have dinner jek... hahaha..

Dear sent me home then he go for work lor =)

我又开始失眠了...

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03

Went 1u watch movie with dear.. Rendition ?? Kinda interest ~ .... After that, shopping around there then back to dear's hse for dinner..

Stomach suddenly pain like hell... sigh... cried cried ~~

=( Thanks dear bought the pill for me ~~

02

Stayed the home for the whole day doing & rushing my damn assignments !!

HELP ~~

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Dear's car broke down yesterday, So he over night at my house...

The nx morning, we go the prince eat our lunch then i back to dear's hse rest... =) wait dear's dad fix back his car...

Went Time square & Kam hoo today. Bought Few clothes too.. Hush puppit and moomoo ~ =)

I though ~~ NONO ! Is dear though he got work tonight... So, he rush to sent me back home.. Who know he called me to open the door after few minute... lol... Public holiday lar, my dear..~~

Home sweet home.. time to watch series lu... 88

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ewenweHAPPY NEW YEAR 2008 ~~

88 2007 , Say HELLO TO 2008~~

^_^

BAD CELEBRATION ~