啊....哟....

吖...今天本来跟我的姐妹们出街,可是...有点意外发生所以就没出了...逗留在家一整天休息...收拾我的东西...整理每个月低已经旷废的废物...

很闷耶, 没东西做...做功课?? 我想休息呢,没心情做哦 !! 所以一整天只是整理我的东西... 对了,明天我跟男性的朋友逛街...可是,我感觉到我的宝贝心情不好,不想我和他困在一起...昨晚为了这点, 弄到我们都很不快乐... 我很不高兴...很难过,不知怎么才能再拉近我和宝贝的距离....我发觉我和他的关系没以前那么亲密了,也没那么好讲话了... 一碰面, 只是...讲关于现在正在发生的事间.... 没那么好了...宝贝,你有感觉到吗?? 我们的感情是否会好回??

新年就快到了,我不想做一个没有用的女孩...没有用的女朋友...我想学会去真心喜欢一个人...想喜欢到永久永久的... 珍惜他的一切...我们的未来... 我爱他...这是没人可以取代的位置 !!

好了,不谈了...

开心的一天...

现在是凌晨两点钟,我的宝贝既然在我的沙发上睡觉了...而且还睡的很甜很甜...可以看的出他真的好累好累,而每天撒娇的我...只故着自己的快乐...已经忽略了他的感受...我越来越任心了... 对不起宝贝...请接受我的一切...原谅我的小姐脾气...

我只能这样叫你每晚来陪我...没有别的方法了...你每天辛辛苦苦做工..我们也慢慢没出外走街了...有时,真的真的很想见到你...抱紧你...可是没这样的机会了... 哈哈...傻瓜的我...只好期待每个拜六和拜日的来临...

今天我和我的姐妹聚会一起吃晚餐...感觉真的好幸福...我很久都没有这一大班的好朋友了...真的很开心,难忘的一天...明天我们会去走街啊!! 期待了耶 !!

好了,不谈了...要叫我宝贝起身...回家了哦!! 晚安...

haihz~~

现在三点钟,我已经原谅了他,我不想失去他...他答应了我,遵守了我们的诺言...我也傻傻的再一次给他机会...我对自己说...我已经给了许许多多的机会了... 所以这次才对他那么失望... 我希望他真真为我而改变他自己...态度...一切一切...

现在他的工作改了时间...早上八时半到五时半... 我有点点不惯的感觉... 但是没关系哦...工作重要麻...不然就没钱和我去逛街了... 傻瓜的我...只会找他撒娇...

明晚,我和一班的姐妹们吃晚餐...好期待呢...对了,我越来越讨厌别人学我! 学我的一句一动...像怎么啦..."你的下体"...我买了新被...你又要买~还是要我帮你买回和我一样的被! 太过分了你! 我呸~

刚才ｊａｎｉｃｅ姐来我家,帮我洗脸..你又要叉买一分...我狠死你啦 !!!!! 发型,穿着,样本...样样学完 !! 你没有自己的兴趣吗?? 真羞耻 !! 可怜你 !! 我换电话..过了不久你又换...我弄头发...你又弄差不多和我一样的回来...我带帽子...你又要学带...我去看排运程,你又要去看...很小人的感觉...不想和你同房 !! 你这肮脏鬼...我比起你好很多培啦...

你的命真命苦... 算了啦!! 我太生气了 !! 我的宝贝等我一起睡... 是同一个时间睡..不是同房的睡...晚安..

哎...

今天一大早就起床了..看这窗外的天空是蓝蓝的白云...可惜我的心情是黑黑的天空...我不知怎么形容我现在的心情...

过着静静的日子...冷静的我真的很不习惯, 我觉得很孤独...很寂寞...可是我已不用再为他而烦...不用担心他的安全... 我整个人都轻松下来...

可能我想学会没有他的日子里到底是怎样的...我会变成怎样? 他会在弱点里面成长吗? 是否成长了,会给到别的女生幸福呢? 还是会给我?..

可能我活在福中不知福吧,我已感觉不到他给我的福了...我是否很失败呢? 对,我是一个很失败的人... 没有用的女人... 每天只会大吵大闹..从来不理会别人的感受...我怎会有资格爱他人或被人爱呢??

算了巴..高凯雯... 你的命运就是要这样的啦...

对不起...我很失败...

我很不快乐...有时我真的不想再撑下去了...我真的很难受...可是你此中都不明白我的心里到低想怎样...我不想每次都发你脾气...我们的感觉已经不对,我试过努力再挽回那感觉...可是你已经改变了你自己...我们的爱情已经出现了很多问题...可是我们都害怕解决...到现在...我已经无法再面对可怕的你...你也因为我的态度而怕解决...我有告诉过你的缺点..我们的问题...可惜...你都没改...我也无法再忍受..只好默默等待这爱情慢慢变冷...

你的SORRY, APOLOGISE...,已经在我心目中的魔鬼了...真的很没意义...我真的很怕那句话...感到很失落...可是又没改变的魔鬼话... ='(

我已经没办法了...很想一个人静静的...是否再继续等待我们的爱情变化...为什么我们那甜甜的爱情,变了这样 ?? 当你看到这段时,我已经不停的大哭...宝贝,为什么我们会来到这样的地步? 我...很想放弃了...我...撑...不...下...去...了...! ='(~~

我每次都大骂你...我有错吗?我真的是关心你..但是...变成了担心你...我已看不到我们的未来...我为你流下的眼泪其实是很不值得的...我不想为了这样...弄到我每一天的快乐变了伤心和失落...我们在一起已经很久了...你也知道我每天过的日子是快乐就行了...那,为什么.... ?? ='( ~~

我真的是你心目中的那位公主吗?还是一时的路过人吧了?还是你的桃花运刚好拉到我而已?? 我很好奇我自己选了怎样的你...我越来越不认识你了...我也渐渐迷了路... 希望你能接受我的任心...我的幼稚..我的大小姐脾气..谢谢你全都接受下来.. =(

你是我一生中最疼我的男人...最爱我的男人..最讨好我的男人...最明白我的男人..可能我不配做你的女人吧了...我很失败...... 对不起... 我希望以后有机会,我的好眼泪只为你流..而坏眼泪不会夹在我们两的中间... 我爱你...

* My Chinese word have alot error... apologise.. *

---~ infinity days~---

Start from today, i'll pratice to write in chinese word...

I want improve my chinese....

I'll write about my self.... =)

20,21,22

20 - Rushing assignment for the last day. Accomapny parent for dinner. Went pasar malam with dear. =)

21 - Went college pass up my assignments. Having breakfast with kel & yeevon. Take sticker photo and yam char with Yeevon at O'brien. Watched "Mad Money" with dear at night =) Awesome movie !!

22 - Sit train to Jelatik wait for dear dear finish his class, then we had lunch together =) Then i booked the 排运程 class since last year JULY, and finally today my turn... wow.. amazing...!! ^_^ Then back to his house for dinner... now watching series with him lor... hehehe...

19

Rest at home almost the whole day. Today din't go out pak tor. Plan stay at home join family for dinner. =) . Bath my 3 little naughty dogs. After that, wash my clothes then straight take a nap afer that...

Having dinner wit family then go curve kai kai =)

Home swete home now but wanna rush my assignment already.. cu.

13,14,15,16,17...

13 - Shopping at Palivion with dear again =)

14 - Whole day staying at home rushing my assignments =)

15 - Attend class as usual. King fetch me home safetly =)

16 - Attend class as usual . Having lunch with yeevon @ Curve. Watched Game plan with dear at night...

17 - Happy 14th Months Anniversary to us ! Thanks for ur Vinci Watch & Wish u like my gift ^_^... Went Sing k at 1U from3pm - 7pm. Then eat korea BBQ steamboat together.. lub u..

18 - Me & Dear together go Dye hair. After that back his hse wait for him to bath... then go to KFC eat dinner... 1 doller for this meal... So happy.. Then go night market shopping Xp


Sorry dear, sometime i already blog at the new bloggie...
But i'll blog here too.. .. ^_^

10,11,12

11 - Sing k with my zi mui, celebrate yeevon's earlier birthday ~ !!

12- Palivion shopping & having lunch then meet kel & yeevon up. Then we go to KLCC SAN Fransico having dinner then go SKY BAR drink ~~ drank drunk !!~~

=)

dear ??

08,09,10

o8 - attend MM class for the 1st day. Attendance of human less then 20 chick. After class, dear picked me up then we go ear dinner and burst to watch movie * The Hse* That movie kinda scary but interest to watch noh... After movie, we back home watch series together until late night again....

09 - Skipped PD class because changed time table already. Iam not able to attend so damn early. So, Me & Yeevon Go to the Curve then wait for kelvin arrive. We go O'brien have our lunch then back to college for noon class...Once end class, Dear fetch me back to his hse for dinner. Then we go cheras night market. =)

10 - Stayed at home almost for the whole day, I go lunch with vortrack. Then i rest again at my home. I dinner with my family then walk pasar malam again with him ^_^

Miss him badly ~

07

Hey Hey Hey...

My bei just going back from my hse.. he accompany me watch series until late night nia.. Tomorrow school re open liao.. So unhappy leh.. I wish to have a long long holiday.. I don wan work, don wan school.. Then money will fly down.. like that, more shuang...=p

Hahaha.. Walked Pasar Malam with bei. bought alot snack food back... =) Muax

That's all for today nor...

Sleepy tor, need rest.. tata ~

0506

05 Ready to back homwtown lu.. So cant blog that day lor.. =)

06 Yay ! Gambling all day long. Win liao Rm30, but argue wit mummy... angry my bei.. i off both phone for few hour then i ban all ppl who call me out for lunch. End up, dear come find me at hometown.. lol... he silly boy untill come my hometown find me wor... za dou ~

After that, I sit his car go back PJ lor.. bath and everything then go 1u join his friends shopping wor... i no mood shopping atcually, just want buy yeevon's present & have dinner jek... hahaha..

Dear sent me home then he go for work lor =)

我又开始失眠了...

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03

Went 1u watch movie with dear.. Rendition ?? Kinda interest ~ .... After that, shopping around there then back to dear's hse for dinner..

Stomach suddenly pain like hell... sigh... cried cried ~~

=( Thanks dear bought the pill for me ~~

02

Stayed the home for the whole day doing & rushing my damn assignments !!

HELP ~~

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Dear's car broke down yesterday, So he over night at my house...

The nx morning, we go the prince eat our lunch then i back to dear's hse rest... =) wait dear's dad fix back his car...

Went Time square & Kam hoo today. Bought Few clothes too.. Hush puppit and moomoo ~ =)

I though ~~ NONO ! Is dear though he got work tonight... So, he rush to sent me back home.. Who know he called me to open the door after few minute... lol... Public holiday lar, my dear..~~

Home sweet home.. time to watch series lu... 88

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ewenweHAPPY NEW YEAR 2008 ~~

88 2007 , Say HELLO TO 2008~~

^_^

BAD CELEBRATION ~