I Promiss my self not to call you that often anymore.
I Promiss my self not to go your house that often too.
I Promiss my self not to hang out so often if haven't complete my assignments.
I don't want make my self so suffer just because of anyone. I just want to stay relax & live my life happily. I also don't want to plan anything & end up is a failure mission. That depress feeling will gain a lot only.
I don't blame people because I'm the only one will destroy everything.