Sad Mode

Together with ah Jun days number 203.

Today wake up . . . Notice papa & mama not at home. Bro & Cynthia also not at home. Small lil brother also go kai kai already. Leave me & my sister at home. Pity her get sick badly liao. Bless her cure early =)

No where to go. I wash my hamster's cage and put them into bath powder. They seem so happy to bath there. lol . Then, In the same time. . . I nap awhile and dear also =p but diffrent place lark =P

After that, i dinner with my family. I've have nothing to chat with them. Donno why ? Feel weird? May be long time never join them for dinner . . . T_T Haihz . . .

Boy friend come find me at night again. We as usual, watch tv together but i cry suddenly because i tot he got me supper but he didn't buy so i cry none stop. Silly right ?? Not all % because of this matter lar, some % because of my self hard to communicate with family bah =) Once talk will kena scold or voice out loud. I dislike having that noise .. leh . . =(

My boy friend is a caring person but he have some weakness. He know how to treat his girl friend happy & Good but he doesn't know how to improve him self more. Sometime, he do think about people before he think himself but he didn't have that confident to finish that mission. It is just because he scare scolded from me. And one more ? Please be more attractive to your self, Don't always i say not hungry then u 100 % no need buy meal for me. U never hear before ?? Girls or Women like to say it terbalik ?? "Not Hungry Lar" Actually, inside her heart keep dreaming that her boy friend will buy meal for them. True kan ?!

Just 1 point , I dislike u being so "MOK" [[ Cantonese]] "MU" [[ Chinese]] ".. simple to say that "TUN" dunno how to decide something. I say no then u okok. I say ya then u forever say ya. You wont have a better decision. So, days longer couple with you. U'll find out your self very afraid and scare of me. Afraid i angry. Scare i scold you back. Right?? Because u don't have your own opinion, idea or decision to share with me.

I hope u know what i write. Don't understand try read word by word, 1 by 1 read until u understand.

I have to sleep lor. 88. Remember talk is useless, action is more much better.